It was like Monday, I could not get to school fast enough, but by wednesday I could barely make it to class. It's like an oppressive cloud covered me that I just didnt make it to class on Thursday or Friday. I did not want to go to sleep those nights, nor did I wish to get out of bed. Even now its 2 a.m. and I just do not want to sleep.
I didn't get some classwork done because my body or mind just could not sit down and do it. I put it off because my body did not even have the energy to push the buttons to type. I'll pay for it with my grades I know. That is my monkey.
I don't know what happened to me this week but I really wish it would go away.
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Well, I feel you. This was a weird week for me, too. You say, "What happend this week," and I say, "What happend this semester." Sometimes on cloudy days we don't feel like doing any work, but what helps me is pushing through the feelings and getting a little bit of work done at a time.
ReplyDeleteI know that is how I am some weeks. I just cannot get in the mode to get my school work done and then I am pushing at the last minute and it is not my best. Good luck getting back in the mode of things.
ReplyDeleteWell, last week is over, and it is time to start over. So put it behind you. I know what helps me is just to do it. Whatever it is. It is hard sometimes to motivate myself, but the truth is I feel better when I am done, like I accomplished something. Even if it is just carrying my lazy self to class. When I am tired, I just have to tell myself that there is always tonight to sleep. Sometimes it is like a countdown. Anyway, good luck this week. Also maybe you need vitamins or sunlight.
ReplyDeleteWe have some excellent counselors at LSUS, the Paulas. You need to go see them. You could be suffering from spring fever, but, if the insomnia and depression linger, it may be something more serious. On the syllabus, you'll find the phone number for the counseling center (the "acommodations" section). Call them!
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I am right there with you. But I have a feeling that you may be in a slump or it might be something more serious...if it is do not be embarrassed to ask for help. It is one of the bravest things you can do. Take care of yourself. God Bless and Good Luck.
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