I know that only one blog is needed so far but....

I actually enjoyed writing and just letting me spill onto the page.

There is one trait of mine I would give anything to change. If I am at home it does not matter when a deadline is due, I will wait to do it until I can feel the pressure of it nearly killing me. I have learned two things about me from my procrastination, I can work really well under pressure and it does not always work out for me. Honestly, I am just like everyone else, I would rather play video games or watch TV than do homework, but why kill my self from stress because I do not want to do the work until its almost too late? It is a resolution of mine to actually stop the procrastination but like every battle, it is uphill.

Have you ever felt intense passion?

This is the first real post on this site and I want to let it out while I am feeling it. I believe in everything love can offer, passion, a heightened sense of awareness about yourself and another, even the security it offers to go home and have someone that is waiting for you and wants to hear about your day. I had that once but it feels like a lifetime ago.

I love how unconditional young love can be. I am only 26 but sometimes I feel older. There is not a greater gift or burden than love. Responsibility to care for someone even with you do not feel it back. The burning desire to just smell her hair or hold her hand. Kiss her lips, or touch her breast. The sound she makes when you touch her is intoxicating, like your own personal brand of heroin. I love how you can smell her perfume from across the room, only to find out she is not wearing any. I want to feel her teeth across my neck. I want her to kiss me gently and hold me close. I want her to tell me that I am important to her and I want to believe this moment will last forever. I will lay down for her but protect her with every bit of strength that I have. I want to love this woman forever.

There is only one problem. I'm not sure if my dream girl exists.

First post

This is the first post and I feel like a lot of people are looking over my shoulder.