I'm going to be an uncle!

I cant believe my brother is actually going to have a baby. My brother and his wife swore they would never have a kid. My brother also said he would never get married. Yet here he is, married and now a baby on the way. Our whole family is getting excited over the new addition to be. I don't know much about kids, but I really hope my bro and sis let me watch him/her. Granted, after the first night I might not be able to wait to give her back, but I won't know till I try. I'm glad he's having a child. It takes the load off me as the only progenitor of the family name.

Just go away.

I got a message on facebook from someone that I wish never to hear from again. If you've been reading this blog then you know who it is. Yesterday I wrote about how I was finally over the whole situation. I was glad to be rid of it. Then today I receive that stupid message, and its like I was fighting to keep my world in check for a split second. Its sounds stupid, but it was true.

There is a better story however. It was only a split second, but it made me sad that it even effected me that much. I immediately deleted the message, and blocked her and our "mutual friend." She is obviously still a problem for me, but I will never give her the chance to let her affect me again! NEVER AGAIN!

You want to know about the people who aren't worth keeping in your life, its definitely the ones who are abusive in any way. I do not understand why we put ourselves into abusive relationships, physical or verbal. Mine was very verbal, and I needed to get out. I did, and now she needs to realize that I want nothing to do with her. I don't care for her apologies, they're empty anyway. Just as she is.

Now I ask for prayer, to get rid of any other effect she may have on me. I pray that today truly is the last day that I will ever hear from her. I pray that God watches over me and protects me from her. I pray that she is ok and that she has a good life, but just keep her clear of mine.