Why are they one in the same, or at least feel that way. I see the many choices that I could make, and while I pray for guidance, I do not see the choice I'm supposed to make. One choice in particular, there was a very special girl in my life about a year ago. The issues were that she was not a christian, there was another issue, but you dont' need to know. Her spirit was amazing and bright. But i digress, if I can not share my faith with a woman, the woman in my life, than what can I share with her?
God and Christ are too important to me to not be able to share that. Why can't God please have mercy and send me that one woman who is everything to me and I will be to her. I know God knows my heart and its wickedness, I know he understands what I would do if I got her. I have no patience and I've been praying for it for so long I'm starting to get impatient. God please make the choice to send me that special person. Bless me Lord, for only you can. All my choices lead to wickedness. Find me someone that makes me want to be better.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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