Why are they one in the same, or at least feel that way. I see the many choices that I could make, and while I pray for guidance, I do not see the choice I'm supposed to make. One choice in particular, there was a very special girl in my life about a year ago. The issues were that she was not a christian, there was another issue, but you dont' need to know. Her spirit was amazing and bright. But i digress, if I can not share my faith with a woman, the woman in my life, than what can I share with her?
God and Christ are too important to me to not be able to share that. Why can't God please have mercy and send me that one woman who is everything to me and I will be to her. I know God knows my heart and its wickedness, I know he understands what I would do if I got her. I have no patience and I've been praying for it for so long I'm starting to get impatient. God please make the choice to send me that special person. Bless me Lord, for only you can. All my choices lead to wickedness. Find me someone that makes me want to be better.
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God will never give you anything that you cannot handle. He will, however, put trials in your life that will, in the long run, make you stronger. He may want you to become more self sufficient before he allows someone in your life who may become dependent on you as part of her life. Once He knows you are in the place to handle yourself as well as another, then he will send someone your way in the least expected way. I found personally that when I quit worrying about looking and faced forward to better myself, that is when he sent me my blessing; your brother! I learned that sometimes its better to not have someone than to have a complete jerk who is going to make life miserable. I went through my share of them before the right one came along. God is simply sparing you all the ones who will hurt you; be patient for the one He knows is perfect for you.
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